Voss
Warrior
Confidence is not 'They will like me'. Confidence is I'll be fine if they don't.
Posts: 1,068
Pack Status: New Dawn, Other
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Post by Voss on Feb 7, 2016 12:44:51 GMT -5
Voss would nod his head scratching at his face a little, his scruff was lined up nice and tight to make him look like he was starting a beard of some sort. " Ah ok. Becuase I will not tolerate any kind of disrespect here today. That means coming from anyone, including my pit man. " He would grab up his cane and sigh a little" I can speak as soon as every one sits down and is ready. " He said softly twirling his cane a little before stamping it on the ground.
" I can feel the tension in every one after his little stunt. I can not beleive he could be that blinded by his own pain to over look others. " Voss would touch Anthony's shoulder. " I know this will be hard for you. But if he can not fall in line under me or you then he may have to go " Voss did not want him to, he was a good man for the business he had given him. But he seemed not understand how to fall in line. Nor was he there for the meeting.
Kia would blush at his smile to her, she would jump slightly feeling foxxy snuggle up against her, " Hey sugar baby " She said softly and smiled to her, though it didnt touch her eyes still sad. She would gently rub her shoulder holding her close, " Is every thing ok darling?" she asked softly wondering if the fresh redness on her face from tears had to do with Antonio and perhaps a guilt she might feel for being happy with some one else. She would hum softly rocking her a little, " Do not worry baby girl " She said softly to her not wanting her to cry over him, not when she had a life she could be with peace away from him. A mate that would not search for some other comfort. Ka'ron would see her looking for him and he would wink to her once she caught sight of him.
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Pi would eye Sia before seeing with a view of horror on her face as the mess un folded she thought all would feel Ro grab her as if protecting her. She would hide from looking at what might happen next she was afraid the man was going to kill him. Ro would hold her close rubbing her back gently" Nothing bad will happen calm your self"
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Kia would not have time to caught her as she seemed to zip up to Bj, she looked to Ka'ron who had been in the middle of going to aid Bj when he saw Foxxy. He stopped when he did, he would not be apart of hurting her. He felt a little angered though that she would put her self in harms way like that, but he could only help but chuckle at the over whelming largeness of her heart. He would sigh softly walking over to Foxxy," Come on now what did I say baby? Nothing bad would happen today. And I meant it. " He would put his arm around her trying to lead her back to Kia who was nearly shivering with worry. She turned a glare at Foxxy like a stern' don't you dare do that again' look. She had scared the shit out of her, she had never seen her move that quickly.
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La La would hear her and sigh speaking inwardly to her, " I knew some one with that name when i was a child. She was the doctor in the prison I lived in for a time " She said softly her hands shaking hard, she felt like she needed a drink. " Please do not get mad. She is not that kind of woman for me" She said softly to her through the link, she had felt her feathers ruffle like when she was angry. It hurt a little that she thought the woman was important in a mate manner, La La would explain to her more later. If she didn't freak out again like she had when they shared their pasts.
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Voss only could sigh at was unfolding, if he got in the middle of it right now some one would surely die. He moved to the podium" I will fix it " He said to Anthony as he moved up and slapped the cane down several times to make loud rapping noise. " Ok folks sit down please and silence your selves. " He would clear his throat. " I had not but a small chance to meet these fine member's that had fallen at the battle against your enemy. Which in turn made them mine as well. " He would clear his throat again as he looked down his eyes seemed to mist up and his nose burned a little. " I got to know them because we decided to unite as a pack, one for my daughter to have a safe home. " His eyes would flick to looking to her before looking over the group of people here. " I am your alpha for those that have joined me, and that goes for the fallen to. They will forever have a memory among our people. They deserve our respect and most of all the peace that they should be finding. "
He would look back at Antonio briefly and his anger boiled to the point he had to loosen his tie steam coming out of his collar. " I have statues in their honor being placed at the meeting hall as I speak now to you. " He would look to Chakori who seemed a little taken a back. " A woman named Chakori carved the statues by hand along with the table. " He would swallow and clear his throat again. " She said that the Fallen would watch over us and guide us from the dark times. That they will never truly leave us. And I feel she speaks the truth. They in our hearts they will remain. Guiding us through times we have yet to face. " He licked his lips a little before gripping the cane tightly. " I am only sorry that I did not get to know them as well as the rest of you. And only wished I had the chance. Any that are not a member of this pack are welcome as you are in a way a extension of family to them and in that way you are apart of mine. " He grit his teeth a little. " now if any one else would like to speak they are more then welcome. " He would turn from the stand moving towards Antonio, he would sniff a little as he crouched before him.
" I know your hurting. I do. But those that no longer will see their loved ones I think are hurting just a little more then you. If you can not fall in line and be good here. I will drag you down stairs and put you in the cage of Carmines. And when is all said and done you can come out and grieve by your self. Or you cane be a big boy and tuck your shit in and be a fucking man. " His voice was always normal never a bite of anger in it. " You feel me Antonio? I am alpha fall in line. That is all i ask. And if you decide to leave it better be at a run. Or I will hunt you to the edge of my land my self. " He would stay there watching him. His anger would peak only if he threatened him. He was hoping that it got to him that he could not do as he pleased any more. He wish it had not come to this, he viewed him as a friend and he understood the hurt he felt but it could not be as bad as Bj was feeling right now. Foxxy was not dead, she was alive just not singing his tune any more.
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Post by Eliora on Feb 7, 2016 14:35:40 GMT -5
Anthony looked up and nodded before he gave a slight incline of his head. He understood. He could not shelter his brother from the repricusions of his behavior any longer. It put him in a fucked up position but it was something that his brother would bring on himself. ~*~ Foxxy's ears turned red when Ka'ron came and got her. She stepped in close to him and felt her face burning red. When they approached Kia, she lowered her head when Kia gave her an angry look. 'Im sorry.' She signed and tears fell from her eyes as she looked down at her feet. She hadnt meant to make Kia mad at her, she just didnt want them to fight. She hadnt thought of herself in that moment, she feared for them. She had feared that BJ would kill Antonio and then the guilt of his death would be too much for BJ. Not once had she thought of herself. In the light of things, she could see just how stupid that had been. If they had started fighting could have gotten hurt and things really would have gone bad. 'Im sorry' she repeated and took her seat quietly Beside Kia
~*~ Evera simply listened as she spoke feeling guilty and childish for being jealous of the woman if Lala saw her as a friend, well that is if she was the person Lala thought she was.She moved closer and rubbed her head against Lala. She could see that the mention of the woman's name had really shaken her up and Evera wanted nothing more than to comfort her. 'I'm sorry. I dont know what came over me.' Evera said softly along the link and became comfortable on her shoulder. She had heard the commotion that was going on with Antonio but she paid it no mind he was always doing some stupid shit. ~*~
Everyone filled the remaining seats and those who didnt have a seat would stand.Voss had their undivided attention. Several nodded approvingly at his words and others smiled and then you had some that simply looked at him curiously. There was a myriad of emotion going though them and flitting across their faces but all were respectful.
Antonio listened to him and couldnt help but flinch. Yea he knew he fucked up. He wouldnt meet Voss's gaze but he listened to his words. He clenched his jaw when Voss came to stand in front of him and spoke. "Yea I feel ya." He said keeping his voice low and his eyes averted. He was angry but he would hold his tongue. Things had truly changed. ~*~ Anthony listened respectfully and waited until Voss had found a seat or took up a spot. "Thank you Voss,that really means a lot." He said and gave a small smile though it soon disappeared when he turned soft yet disapproving eyes on Foxxy before letting out a silent sigh. "Everybody is hurting some more than others but we are all hurting nonetheless. This is a celebration of their lives. As Voss said, they're always with us. You are never alone. Sure it will be hard to get used to not seeing Mike's smiling face. Or seeing T. beat onAntwan's ass, Or hell seeing Arthur high tailing it from Jay when he smashed a girl he wanted." There was a few laughs at the memory. Antwan and Anthony had hell trying to keep the two apart.
But it will be ok, because new memories will be made and you had better believe that they will be right there with you as you make them."He said glancing at them all. "We've been through a lot of shit together, good and bad, that has brought us closer to gether each time. We are a family." He said turning his steel grey eyes on his brother. "No matter what we are family,blood couldnt make us closer and nothing can force us apart." He said solemnly. "No matter the ascociation, family is still family and we miss them all the same and wish them a peaceful journey home." He said. His words were not only for those that had been lost from their crew but for Kia's family as well. They would all be sent off on their way as one family.
"They can now rest easy knowing that they no longer have to be tied to such a hateful world. Dont cry because they are gone but be happy because they are no longer here. They wouldnt want you crying for them out of sadness. Lets give em one last party and send them on their way." He said and looked at each and every last one of them that were present and smiled. It was sad but it was a smile nonetheless and he found that they came easier now.
"If there is anyone who wants to speak, by all means feel free to do so. The podium is open to all the share in their feelings and give their well wishes to the departed." He said and opening the floor up for those who wanted to speak. He stepped off to the side as one by one people began to come up and speak on how they were going to miss their friends, recanting memories and making everyone laugh even as they cried. Aside from Antonio's little fuck up, everything seemed to be going smoothly.
As the last person spoke, Anthony asked if there was anyone else who'd wanted to speak. He hadnt expected BJ to speak knowing the man hated public speaking but what he really didnt expect was for antonio to get up and speak. He walked up to the podium and everyone seemed to tense. It set his teeth on edge that they would really think he would ruin and fuck this up. He growled and looked at them all.
"I know ya'll expect me to show my ass and ruin this whole dig, but you know what fuck you. Fuck every last one of you. These were my boys. A couple of these kats even grew up with me. Do I miss them hell fuck yea. Every single day. I know I was being an ass earlier and I apologize." He said his words aimed at BJ who looked up at him and gave an incline of his head.
"Some of you have no idea half the shit that we have been through so you wouldnt understand the shit Im feeling.Before you start getting your drawers all twisted, I aint making this about me. It's for them." He said and turned to where the bodies rested on the pyres. "They deserve to rest easy knowing that they left something worthwhile behind so that it can grow. They had dreams and ambitions too but they left it to us to make 'em come true, to make 'em a reality." He said glaring at them.
"'Dont you cry for the lost. Smile for the living. Get what you need and give what you're giving. Life's for the living so live it or you're better off.' I never really understood what that meant but Mike had a tendency of always saying it. Im going to figure it out though and when I do I know I will thank him." With those words Antonio walked off. He didnt go back to his seat but instead he went to BJ. They shared a few words held out their hands for a shake and pulled each other in.
No one spoke for a moment as his words sank in. Anthony turned to Voss with a raised brow wondering if he wanting to close them out so that they could light the pyres.
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Voss
Warrior
Confidence is not 'They will like me'. Confidence is I'll be fine if they don't.
Posts: 1,068
Pack Status: New Dawn, Other
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Post by Voss on Feb 7, 2016 17:00:51 GMT -5
Ka'ron would chuckle lightly when she turned bright red all most all over, he would kiss her hair. He let her go sit down and he would sit next to her. Kia would pull her close. " Oh stop it. You just had me worried sugar" She whispered softly and kissed her cheek. Ka'ron would rub her back gently with his palm seeing how embarrassed and upset she was over Kia being mad at her for putting her self in danger. Kia would smile lightly " You know its hard to protect you when you become all savior for every one " She said softly poking her nose she would rock slightly holding her close. She would be prepared to listen to who ever began to speak, she didn't want Foxxy to be upset. She just wanted her to realize how dangerous that could of been.
But in all honesty she had thought of jumping up there her self to pull them apart, she had noticed Ka'ron had started up that way but that feeling died in both of them once they saw Foxxy up there. It had turned from anger and annoyance to worry in a heart beat. She had felt like that the day Foxxy was getting shot at, for a split second she had felt fear. Then her anger took over and she all most died her self. If it had not been for Anthony and Ka'ron they most likely would of been skinned alive or worse. She was hoping to never feel that again.
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La La would smile and chuckle a little at her speaking to her, she would get a cocky look on her face. " I know why" She said across the link before smirking" It is because you like my fine ass" She made a giggling noise before she sighed ignoring the commotion, she was more interested in Evera anyway. " So feathers. I know you like me its obvious to see now with you getting jealous and all. So when you gonna admit it to your self? hmm?" She teased the hell out of her and loved her responses. Leaning over the chairs in the back she would become solemn" Do you want to see them before their send off? " She asked Evera, knowing this would be the last time she would get to see them before they were burned.
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Voss seemed ok with how Antonio spoke even though he said fuck them all, he chuckled knowing it was not meant to be rude. He was just telling every one how he felt, he knew he was hurting bad like every one else not just because of foxxy but because of the lose of family. He had to admit he had a way with words, something more interesting then Voss spoke of. Though he truly did not know them well enough to speak like he did, it would of been wrong of him to try to. When Antonio went to Bj to hug it out he would return to the stand. " All right folks now that we have remembered our friends and family let them be sent off with your well wishes. Then celebrate the life they had with food and drink and good conversation" He would smile and move down to the rest of the people, he thought it good to mingle. He saw La La making her way to the front he wondered why, she had hung back so far for the most part.
Chakori moved out from her hiding spot seeing Voss lock eyes with her, she seemed afraid to be mentioned at all. It had embarrassed her to no end, but she would move to him slowly. " You need not mention me. Or say what I had said. " he chuckled and shook his head" I kind of was at a loss for words. Recalling yours helped me " She blushed and bowed her head to him a little. " You honor me " He smiled and touched her shoulder" You better not waste your time speaking with me. You came here for one person. " Chakori bowed her head again before she moved from him to follow La La.
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Post by Eliora on Feb 7, 2016 17:58:58 GMT -5
Foxxy blushed and took comfort in being near them both. A small smile touching her lips. She listened to the eulogies andcouldnt help the tears falling from her eyes, most of them were happy tears but she still couldnt help the sad ones. She wasnt sure what to make of Antonio's eulogy,though. She couldnt really be upset though she wasnt too happy with his choice of words and the fact that he told everyone fuck you. She took a deep breath when Voss spoke and said that it was time for them to send them off. This was her last chance to ssay good bye. She stood slowly and twisted her fingers as she was suddenly wracked by nerves. ~*~ Jay, Shane, Terrill, Deidre, Tony, and Amp had created torches and lit them using the bonfire. The rows of flowers had been laid down in the pyres creating six flowerbeds for them all to rest on and what was left was used to decorate the pyres and passed out among the living to gift to the dead or to keep. They stood at each pyre and waited for the loved ones to come light them. Anthony walked over and took the torch from Jay for Fredrick's pyre. Bj took the torch from Shane for Mike's. Antonio took the torch from Terrill for Arthur's pyre.
When Clearance moved to take the torch for T. 's pyre, Antwan came storming through the crowd and snarled at him. Clearance smile and stepped back. Antwan had stubbornly watched everything from the rooftop but when it came time for the passing of the torch, he was not about to let someone else light T. up and send him off. That was his job. His eyes misted a little and he forced the unwanted tears away as he stood beside T's Pyre. The pain of seeing him there was unbearable but he would not allow anyone to do what was his job to do. He touched the necklace around his neck and whispered to T.
"I promise I will find her." He said in a harsh whisper. ~*~
Evera blushed and took a couple steps away from her and nearly fell off her shoulder. She flailed and used her beak to keep her balance and to keep from falling. If she were in her human form she would have been bright red all over. "N...n..no I d...dont!" She protested embarrassment coloring her voice. "I mean I do like you, b...but i dont like you like that." She said and even she heard the lie of her words.
"Oh shut up and stop embarrassing me." She snapped and nipped Lala's ear.At her question Evera became very quiet as sadness swept over her. It was really easy to forget to be sad around Lala. "Yes." Was all she said but there was such sadness in that one word.
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Voss
Warrior
Confidence is not 'They will like me'. Confidence is I'll be fine if they don't.
Posts: 1,068
Pack Status: New Dawn, Other
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Post by Voss on Feb 7, 2016 18:26:19 GMT -5
Kia would watch her get up to say her goodbyes following her as Ka'ron would stand back a little watching them. Knowing if he got close he would want to punch Antonio, so out of respect for the living and dead he stood from a far. Kia would gently rub Foxxy's back" Do not be afraid sugar to say a fair well. It will not be forever. Just till we meet again " She said softly to her and her eyes misted up a little as she slowly let her go on her own.
She had enough contact with ghost to not want to get to close afraid she might pull one of them back from the peace they had earned. Her mother and father was there and she felt twisted about what was going to happen. Ka'ron noticed she was not going up to help, he would walk over an touch her shoulder." I think you should be the one. You will feel bad if you don't " She looked up at him and moved after Foxxy. He was right she hoped still that she would not be the reason for any of them being held back from peace, it was a real fear of hers ever since she started to seeing ghost on the regular. Some had accused her as being the person to bring them back from peace, she was not sure if they were really talking to her or the people that might have killed them.
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Voss would watch Kia come up next to them as she was going to help her parents pass on, He would stand with his cane leaning on it. He felt a peace wave over him for a moment as he closed his eyes. " I think things will go smoothly from here " He said softly. Opening his eyes to see Sia he would make a move towards her slowly. " You ok M'lady?" He asked not looking at her, Pi stayed with Ro watching not wanting to see them 'asleep' she rather remember them with the smile son their faces and the happy laughter they once had. He was gently rubbing her back as she silently sobbed, she felt what others did very easily even if it was not her own pain.
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La La would smile " Ok what ever feathers. That is fine you can deny it " She said softly over the link before slowly walk up to the pyres" Hey guys give me a second ok?" She said sniffling a little standing as close as she could taking evera to her arm leather glove so she could see them she would stand on her tip toes with her arm in the air. " There you go feathers" She said softly and felt a sting in her eyes as she bite her lip as she stood by Bj. She had remembered grabbing Mikes ass and it made her let out a laugh that sounded more like a sob before she would bite her lip hard to keep from crying out loud. She had no idea that Bj and him were a thing, though she still would probably still grabbed both their asses this made her smile a little.
Mike had been a hottie and so was Bj, they had been good for each other. She looked to Bj before looking down, she hoped she had not made any one upset with what she was doing for Evera. The lovely bird deserved her own piece of mind, and La La was more then happy to help her with that.
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Post by Eliora on Feb 7, 2016 20:44:50 GMT -5
As the time for the fires came, sobs and crying could be heard. Sia stood to her feet as tears fell down her face. Kori handed her a handkerchief and Sia dotted her cheeks. She wasnt one to really show her emotions around others, but with the sadness so heavy in the atmosphere she didnt think anyone would give her too much grief about it. Kori held her around the waist to help her stand, her own eyes misting up. When Voss walked over, Kori stiffened and started to move her behind her but Sia halted her with a raised hand and Kori bowed her head and stepped off though she didnt move that far. Mateo growled low but when Sia looked over her should and he saw the look she held in her misty eyes, he bowed and backed off. A couple of the guys had stiffened and their eyes hardened at Mateo's movements but they relaxed when he backed off.
Sia looked to Voss and smiled although she knew he would not see it. "I am fairing as one could imagine at a time like this. How are you faring M'lord?" She asked in a sad silky voice that was hoarse from her tears.
Sammy had already seem them and held back allowing the others to say their goodbyes.
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Foxxy nodded her head and walked over to them, unable to stop the sobs that wraked her as she looked at them sleeping. When she went to pass Antonio, she stopped an dlooked at him, eyes full of tears. He looked everywhere but at her and he frowned. She sniffled and he sighed. "Come on Foxx, you know what it does to me when you cry." He said and even more tears fell. 'Im sorry. 'She signed and gave him a hug. It was very innocent and simple. He was uncomfortable. He wanted to be angry at her, hate her even but he knew he could never be that way with Foxxy. So as much as he wanted to push her away he couldnt. Instead he pulled her into his arms and held her as she cried. It only lasted for a minute seeing as how Ka'ron's scent was on her and it aggrivated the shit out of him.
"Alright now fox, gone before your guard dogs get mad." He said and gently pushed her away. As he held her he felt he had no ill will towards her and simply wanted her to be happy though it ate at his craw that it was Ka'ron.
She went to see Mike and her weeping intensified. She wanted to hug him. She wanted to hear his laughter again, his wisdom. Bj came to her with tears in his eyes but a smile on his face. "Come now little foxx. No more tears of sadness." He said and wiped away her tears. She wrapped her arms around him and held him close. "I dont want to lose you too." She said hoarsely as she buried her head in his chest.
"Foxx..." He started to say but became choked up and so he simply held her close for a moment. "I promise I wont go anywhere." He said and held on to her a moment longer before letting her go.
Foxxy turned to Kia and looked at her curiously. She looked so sad adn Foxxy really didnt like it. She went over to her and hugged her close. What ever she needed she would be ther to help her as she was always there for her. ~*~ Antwan allowed for the others to say their good byes knowing it would be just a tad bit fucked up if he didnt. He was ready to get this done and over with because the more he looked at T and the others the more his anger rose and rose and the angrier he got the more tears fell which only caused him to befome even more angry. ~*~ Evera looked at her curously. Did she want eher to like her? She shook her head. Of course not, she had only been teasing right? Evera was greatful for Lala allowing her to say her last good byes and see them one last time. It was difficult to see them that way especially when she remembered how they were when they were allive. She body shook as she peered over and looked at them and she cried. She made a few soft noises and couldnt look at them anymore. Evera hopped from her arm back to her shoulder and turned her back to the resting bodies.
"Thank you Lala." she said in a watery voice. She pressed up against her as she continued to cry. ~*~ Alexander and Jason took their turn and said their good byes. The closer the moved to the resting bodies themore active the children would become. Alexander noticed their eyes had changed and they seemed to reach for the sky. Alexander and Jason looked at each other before moving them away.
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When everyone ad a chance to say their last good byes, the pyres would be lit Each saying the name of the person they were sending off tell ing them to rest easy and have a safe journey. Everyone stood there and watched for a moment before heading to the tables where the food awaited them.
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Voss
Warrior
Confidence is not 'They will like me'. Confidence is I'll be fine if they don't.
Posts: 1,068
Pack Status: New Dawn, Other
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Post by Voss on Feb 8, 2016 9:07:06 GMT -5
Voss would raise a brow when Kori was trying to be protective against him, he would chuckle lightly and take his fedora off tipping it to Kori. " I am worried for my people on a emotional level. Other then that I know they will survive. But right at this moment I am more worried about you " He said softly he had ignored Mateo's reaction but had noticed his men which made him smile. " I am glad that you were able to say your farewell's " He said reaching for her hand before he would kiss it gently. " If you ever need anything all you need to do is ask" He said placing his hat back on top of his head before shoving his hands into his pockets. He thought to remain next to her unless she asked him for a moment alone, he knew what a private woman she was. She was a lot like him in some manners, both had a tough hand when it came to business. She might of smiled and made him feel at ease, but if it had come down to him fucking around with her business he surmised that she would of tried to end him in some fashion. But seeing how they both had the same kind of business in a sense it was not going to ruin any of her 'fun'.
After a moment he would open his arms as if offering for her to hug him if it would help ease the sorrow, voss disliked the sadness he saw in her eyes. And he knew he could not remove it, but he could try and help ease it. He was hoping that he could pull her in to the fold of his pack, but he knew the woman enjoyed freedom and that most likely would to tight a rope to walk.
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Ka'ron watched her hug him and he did not turn away or move to attack, he knew she had a big heart and there was no stopping that. He had accepted her as she was even if it meant he had to watch her hug 'him', he watched as she lost it again before Mike's resting body. He felt her pain and wished he had been there to consul her, but he knew Bj needed to do that. He had been worried about him for a bit, if Anthony was extremely worried meant the man might be unstable. Losing another member so soon would be greater loss, and his thoughts went to foxxy crying like she had. He remembered what a shell she had become as Kia had held her and stayed with her most of the time. Feeling very helpless at that moment made him very angry with himself, he did not know how Kia seemed to know Foxxy very well or at least enough to get her to stop. He had no idea the beautiful woman had mere cried her self to sleep, so he was in Awe of the woman.
Kia was a little vacant now as she watched the pyres of her parents, she had been in her whole life wondering if they were alive. To really find them gone was what hurt her, she had a idea about her mother being the warrior woman. But her father she hoped she could speak with him one day, now that chance was taken before it was even a possibility. And though she knew that holding on to hate was a bad thing , she could not help still hate Carmine for ruining her life. But on the other hand she would of never met the people she had, so she felt a sick owed feeling to him. She felt like she was owing a lot of people at this point, when she felt Foxxy hug her she snapped back to reality and smiled " i will be ok sugar" She whispered and nudged her head against hers, her hand shaking hard that gripped her own torch. Tears slipped down her cheeks as if she had just lost her family even though it had been years since seeing them.
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La La would bring her arm down once Evera had moved back to her shoulder, she gently pet the feathers of her and cleared her throat or at least tried to. But her voice came out broken across the link" No problem Feathers" She whispered she would move back feeling like a idiot for getting emotional. She wanted to talk to her about staying with her even after her wing healed, but she felt as if saying something might turn the beautiful bird away from the idea. " You know uh... well do you want something else besides the perch to sit on" She said across the link inwardly cursing herself for being a coward. That made her feel rotten to the core, Laura Lana Edison was never scared of any thing damn it and never would be. She stamped her foot and cleared her throat saying it out loud," Dammit that is not what I meant. Do you want to stay at my place...I ...I mean after your done healing?" She closed her eyes tightly and shook out part of her body feeling like a idiot, since when the fuck did she stammer like some teenage school girl. It was making her face red hot and it only angered her to the point she pulled her hat over her face to hide it.
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Post by Eliora on Feb 12, 2016 11:47:49 GMT -5
Kori gave an imperceptible nod of her head in turn to Voss. She gave watched them all very closely. At times like this she didn't like for Sia to be out because she was truly vulnerable. Mateo felt the same way. Despite his personal feelings towards her his duty was to always protect her, even from herself should the need come, and he would do just.
Sia listened to him with a smile and used a handkerchief to dry her eyes. "I will be fine. It's times like these that forces you to see your own mortality. We may live long and drawn out lives, if we are so lucky, but we still perish and leave this earth. There is a dark beauty in that." She said as she looked at everyone that was there. She turned her gaze back to Voss and took his hand. "I am glad as well." She said softly with a small smile.
There was a small comfortable silence between them. His presence was calming and comforting and she appreciated it. Her gaze went to the pyres again and she could see all of their smiling faces. 'Farewell until we meet again.' She thought. She stood to her feet and turned to Voss, a smile on her lips as he held his arms out to her. She was hesitant to accept his offering but she did. She stepped into the circle of his arms and held him close. After a moment she stepped back and smiled to him. "Thank you." She said and reached to cup his cheek before bringing it back down. With that she turned and walked away, a very unhappy Mateo and a stern looking Kori following close behind. ~*~ Foxxy had honestly thought Ka'ron would protest her having any contact with Antonio but she was beyond grateful that he hadn't. It made her appreciate him more. She cast a glance at him and knew that it had displeased him to see her do that but she couldn't help it. Antonio was hurting too and although they are no longer mates, she still wanted to at least be friends. She knew she was probably asking for a lot too soon but that was something that she truly wished for. She wanted no more animosity between the three of them.
She frowned as she turned her attention back to Kia. She had seen the vacant look in her eyes when she went to her, so she knew beneath that smile something was going on with her KISA and she worried about her. Foxxy gave Kia a smile in return and held her close. Kia was always her rock and warrior and always there for her, but Foxxy could see that it was her turn to be there for Kia and she would be. Foxxy's hand covered Kia's as she held the torch with falling tears. Silently telling her that she was there for her and would help her through her hardship. It was what Kia did for her and she would do it for Kia.
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Evera allowed the rhythmic stroke of Lala's hand soothe her and chase away her tears. Evera nuzzled close to Lala, staying under her. When Lala spoke, Evera turned to her and tilted her head at the question. She wasnt entirely sure what Lala was trying to ask but it made her curious because of the way she was acting.
Evera was taken by surprise by her next outburst that she bristled a bit and flapped her uninjured wing as well as took a step back. Evera looked at her for a moment unsure of what to say. It wasnt as if she had any other place to go and she actually like being around Lala so she didnt have a problem with being roommates with her. Hell she'd been roommates with that asshole Antwan and lived through it, so she figured why not. Though Evera wondered why she seemed so embarrassed.
'Did that mean Lala liked her too? Wait that would mean I like her, like her...'She thought to herself as she watched Lala closely. She seemed truly embarrassed and upset and Evera wanted to put her at ease.
"Sure I dont mind being roommates. Not like I have many choices." She said with a small laugh. "Though getting on your nerves is quite fun so I just might make that a habit." She said and gave her ear a small nip. Trying to ease her worries. She watched her try to hide her face and Evera couldnt help but laugh. "Stop being a damn baby." She said and hopped over to pull the hat away.
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Voss
Warrior
Confidence is not 'They will like me'. Confidence is I'll be fine if they don't.
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Pack Status: New Dawn, Other
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Post by Voss on Feb 12, 2016 23:07:30 GMT -5
Voss would hug her tightly fore a few moments till she pulled away, his eyes would watch her carefully making sure she was good on her own before he relaxed. " Very true. Come to me any time if you need anything...and I mean anything " He said softly gently brushing her cheek as she walked away he watched Mateo follow Kori and his Mistress. He would allow the looks for this funeral but he would put him in his place once they met after this, and he would enjoy it hoping for the opportunity. He would watch over his new pack as they said good by to their people, he felt the pain surge into his head as he would hear things he should not. Rubbing his temple he would walk to go get something to drink to calm the rushing tide of voices.
This would give him time to toast those who had fallen, and to keep a eye on his daughter who seemed to be mingling well with the mourners. She followed by the twins making sure to keep a eye on her and those around her, like two young body guards every once in a while who would become playful till she made them behave. She would of enjoyed the occasion a little more if it had not been a funeral, though she got to meet new people it was a to much of sad occasion to be caught smiling to much.
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Kia lite the pyre's before snuffing the torch, she would drop it and wrap her arms around Foxxy burying her face into her neck as she let the weeping rush over her. Her whole body shook as she let out great sobs, looking up she would see a man and the warrior woman together. Now the warrior woman was dressed in a shaman dance dress, her father with an odd head dress. They made a sign to her before her mother smiled, they both would turn and walk away disappearing in a flash of light. Kia completely fell apart knowing she would never see either of them again, not while she still breathed at least she didn't think it was possible since she assumed they had crossed over.
Ka'ron watched Kia and Foxxy hug each other, he could not blame Foxxy for wanting to be friends with Antonio. But he did not have to like it fully, he wondered if there was a chance they were going to get back together. It made him worried a little but he wanted her happy, regardless if she chose him or not. He would be there for her always, he sighed and sat down playing with the fedora watching the girls letting them have there moment with out him. He could not help but smile at the thought that crossed his mind at the moment before he put his hat back on. He would lean back hoping that every thing would run smooth the rest of the evening on into the night. He would look away seeing Pi and Ro following Lady Sia around like lost little puppies.
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La La would laugh hearing her tell her to stop being a baby, " Look who's talking feathers, this morning you acted as if Ghost had made you piss your self " She said her face was till covered in a deep flush as she put her hat back on. " I do not like people seeing me blush it is super Embarrassing. But I am glad you will stay with me " If she could of blushed deeper she would have. " All right lets get some grub for me and you, hm?" She wanted to steer from the subject so her face would stop looking like a tomato.
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