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Post by Azalea on Mar 19, 2015 1:01:57 GMT -5
Alright, it's no secret that I haven't been on recently. I had every intention on coming back as soon as Decoii left, as your admin and the leader of the site...but there's another issue.
Previously, it was simply life getting in the way. School, work, paying things off. Well, this time what's getting in the way is a bit more serious than that and I truly do apologize for it. However, there is next to nothing I could have done to stop this.
Tonight, approximately at 10:00pm, I t-boned another car. My car is totaled, completely. There is little hope for it being saved by the insurance company. Don't worry too much though, I am pretty much unharmed. The other driver is in better shape and her car is able to be saved. Mine lost a good foot or two off of how long the hood was. It's pretty much gone and I have little to no way to get back and forth to school and work now. Life is pretty much fucked now. It was getting bad before but now...Life isn't going to go well for a long time now.
I have to find a new car before I lose both my job and then get kicked out of school. The accident was the other drivers fault, but it still has left me in a really poor position. A really bad fucking position. I need to figure shit out, so my comeback will be a little...delayed. I have a lot of things to sort out in my life right about now. A lot. I really hope I don't realize that I got hurt later, but I feel fine now. Who knows later, once my nerves settle down. All I know is that I ache.
Anyways. I apologize and I hope to return soon.
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Post by Voss on Mar 19, 2015 6:35:00 GMT -5
You should be at least getting money for this accident if its the other persons fault. Enough that should be able to get a shitty car but still a car. I know all to well about the feeling fine an after problem. But i really didnt feel fine. I felt like my spine had been snapped in half after my accident were i was the passenger an my seat belt broke. I came down with such force in the car it compressed one of my vertebra. It was lucky it was only one instead many. The stupid ass hospital took x-rays and said i was fine to go home gave me pain pills an said have a nice day. Only two months after my court date for something did i go back when my pills ran out an got a mri. To find out that i had the compression fracture. I have not had any surgery because most of the money went to fucking the mri shit. I hope you didn't leave against their wishes. Because adrenaline can be a very powerful drug in its self to keep minor to slightly serious problems hidden till later.
I hope that you recover both physically and financially stability with a new car. Not necessarily new as of fresh off the floor of a dealership. But new none the less to you. Hang in there angus, life always gets worse before it gets better. Just keep plowing through like you have an you will come out on top.
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Post by Azalea on Mar 19, 2015 7:00:24 GMT -5
It is a hell of a drug. Trust me, all of my injuries that I've ever gotten, I didn't even feel for hours later because of it. I've been in the position to where I got a concussion that effected me enough to make me lose my memory a few days later and made the doctors believe I had bleeding in my brain...and I didn't even know I had a concussion when it happened. Considering the damage to my car, the fact that I was able to just jump out of the damn thing the moment I had it stopped is pretty stunning to me. My front end was destroyed and she only had the doors on the opposite side bent in, and yet I was the one checking on her. I'm definitely hurting now though and I have bones popping everywhere but I still feel like I'm fine. Could be stubbornness though, I have an issue with hospitals...Especially dumbass ones that do shit like what happened to you. I guess the most terrifying thing was that one of my best-friends, and a member of this site, is the step-son of a Fire-chief and EMT. I know how bad those things can get. He's seen it, he hears about it. They deal with helping situations like that every day. They've seen people die in accidents not as bad as mine. It happens a lot. I probably would have gotten worse had I been going any faster than what I was. I was offered a squad roughly three times. I'm just glad that Quinn's darling family hasn't found out yet. I'm just waiting to get ripped a new one for that. Anyway, thank you for the good wishes. It's appreciated Jack. I know that we don't know each other well, but I hope to really get back into the site again soon.
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Voss
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Post by Voss on Mar 19, 2015 7:41:23 GMT -5
Yeah I hate hospitals if not as much or more then you. For varied reasons, but if you still feel the way you do an your hearing noises that do not really happen when feeling 'fine' and 'normal' It is your best bet to go back to get checked out further. The only reason I found out what i suspected in the fucking first place was because i went to my trusted doctor. The only one i trust to keep me in working order.
Oh yeah you will be getting a new one ripped im sure, specially if you do not go back an get checked. Then they will most likely make you go and then you will be stuck there till they are satisfied I am sure.
You seem rather lucky all in all though. I look at it this way angus people that i don't know are friends i just haven't gotten to know yet. Rest an get well the site will still be standing when you return. Life is more important in some cases, even though this site is your baby I am assuming.
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Post by Ariella on Mar 19, 2015 12:26:06 GMT -5
Sorry to hear about your car Angus. Glad to hear you're alright. You're not hurt or dying or dead, and that is good. It isn't your fault, it's the person who hit you's fault, so I think you can sue. Even if it was an accident -I'm not saying it was but if it was - then that's understandable but I'm not sure if it was or not so I can't say much.
I hope you can find some way to get your car fixed so you can continue doing what you're doing. I hope your life gets much better Angus.
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Post by Eliora on Mar 19, 2015 16:22:34 GMT -5
I was worried about you before but this makes it worse, though i will restrain my worries.I am just glad that you are ok. You are alive and breathing so that is definitely something to be grateful for and i am most definitely grateful.
I dont trust hospitals either bc of their blatant prejudice (among other things).I had been in a car accident myself a few years back and ended up needing a spinal tap. they didnt do it right and even when i told them that it hurt, i was told that it wasnt supposed to and they continued to try to do it. A nurse and a second doctor later they finally did it. After the initial pain went away, my back didnt bother me but later down the road i had back problems and then some. Its better to squish it while its small than to battle it when its big. Take care of yourself and get yourself situated Fea-Fea, we will be right here when you get back,love. I hope things get better for you, hun.
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Post by Ariella on Mar 19, 2015 16:26:08 GMT -5
Whoops I meant you and your car... I feel like a bitch now -.- anyhow, hope things get better.
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Post by Roman on Mar 26, 2015 17:17:26 GMT -5
(I haven't been on much so I wasn't aware of this or that Decoii left) I'm so sorry about everything Azalea. I pray life doesn't continue to drag you into a ditch.Hopefully you'll be fine, and I'm sure everything will turn out fine. Eventually.Just keep your head up and keep moving and you'll be okay.I promise you.
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Post by Azalea on Mar 27, 2015 10:29:58 GMT -5
Okay, so two years it is. lol
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Post by Roman on Mar 27, 2015 21:50:53 GMT -5
Two years it is, Angus.
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Post by Azalea on Mar 27, 2015 22:56:09 GMT -5
Shit. lol I posted that on the wrong board.
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Post by Ariella on Mar 27, 2015 23:10:10 GMT -5
We've all made that mistake at least once I think lol
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Post by Roman on Mar 28, 2015 21:09:54 GMT -5
Lol
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